before.ever.after.
Is it too much to ask
For a shock to make
My heart beat again
Where has that feeling gone
It’s none to forlorn
Numb and void,
Standing, looming
I hope to catch that gaze
To break the daze
I am caught in
Is it difficult
To live in an illusion
Of many a beautiful nothing
Perhaps I’m a dreamer
Am I too silly
To even want something as pure
Doubt not the question
But break the answers to me
And reveal the dead truth
I think I might have just given up
Being a fool to want something
That may never be found
Ever.